Oct 29

Don’t worry about what will happen later, its only going to be a burden.

You’re more capable than you give yourself credit for.

But that’s just it.

People limit their horizons short because they’re unaware of how far it can go. They give up too easily.

Only if we tried before it all seemed over.

Only if we stretched our goals instead of being limited by thinking realistic.

And only if we went after what we wanted head strong instead of wasting time finding ways to do it easier.

Then maybe our perspectives wouldn’t be as caged in and our expectations so scattered.

Aug 19

That’s just how it is. We live killing ourselves only to die desperately trying for another chance to do it again.

But i think perspectives play an important role here with disillusioned minds held by depression with a slight shot of hopelessness, our perspectives become the problem.

Its not about having faith in humanity, its being the change you want to see in it.

Only if we let go of our insecurities. Only if being close minded was illegal. Then maybe people could be forced to change.

But as far as now, its up to us. We’re the future.

They’re all putting up fronts. In order to be accepted they do what’s “right” instead of what they really feel. Inside it may be a completely different opinion but they are restricted by their reputations as good citizens. Look at them all. Faking their lives to get by without any unneeded attention, its sad. I guess the world is just one big plastic barbie playset and we’re nothing but toys inside it.

Not relaxed, calm. So you can analyze the situation with a cool head. Freaking out is not going to solve a damn thing.

I always think 3 steps ahead. That way i can figure out a counter with the 2nd and a counter to their next counter with the 3rd.

Its simple. If you want to win, you play it smart. If you want to be smart, never play to win.

My eyes have seen its fair share of beautiful sights. Moments where pictures weren’t near the feelings and i constantly reached for the hands on the clock to stop ticking. They were a story teller’s setting. Majestic places only found in memories. Oh how amazing it would be to re-live those highlights of my boring life.

Aug 18

I think its all about a matter of how much you let youself care.

Perspectives or illusions? You choose.

Living your life to its fullest may differ from everyone elses point of views.

Having fun and letting loose is good once and a while. I try to tell myself that its okay to have fun but you can only tell yourself so much when you look down most of the time.

Aug 15

People forget too much and too easy.

Like lunch. I forgot what i had for lunch yesterday. I can’t even remember the taste of it. Its ridiculous.

Little things are what we forget the most. And sometimes the little things are the ones we ought to remember.

Aug 11

Now that i look at myself, i’ve changed.

I’m not that reckless kid i was a few years ago.

I remember being so angry at everything and everyone every day.

It seemed like i was searching for answers that i was too young to find and i began to be frustrated.

I mean how could you blame me.

Who would want to live when you barely know how to?

Plus i wasn’t really good at getting girls, so most of my relationships were online. Pathetic right? Fuck it.

Anyways i’m glad they were long distance. I’m glad because if i went out with people at my school, it’d be so awkward seeing them everyday.

Now that i look at myself, i’ve been through a lot. I guess i just forget to notice how much i’ve been through sometimes.

Aug 10

That looks like heaven.

That looks like heaven.

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Aug 09

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